BLACK MILK by Elif Shafak

Publisher Viking, May 2, 2011

After the birth of her first child in 2006, internationally best selling Turkish writer Elif Shafak suffered from postpartum depression that triggered a profound personal crisis. Infused with guilt, anxiety, and bewilderment about whether she could ever be a good mother, Shafak stopped writing and lost her faith in words altogether. In this elegantly written and often humorous and ironic memoir, she retraces her journey from free-spirited, nomadic artist to dedicated but emotionally wrought mother. Identifying a constantly bickering harem of women who live inside of her, each with her own characteristics – the cynical intellectual, the goal-oriented go-getter, the practical-rational, the spiritual, the maternal, and the lustful – she craves harmony or at least a unifying identity. As she intersperses her own experience with the lives of prominent female authors such as Sylvia Plath, Virginia Woolf, Alice Walker, Ayn Rand, and Zelda Fitzgerald, Shafak looks for a solution to the inherent conflict between artistic creation and responsible parenting.

With searing emotional honesty and an incisive examination of cultural mores within patriarchal societies, Shafak has rendered an important work about literature, motherhood, and spiritual well-being.